Tuesday, November 17, 2009

i just need to talk…

Hello everyone!

I have no idea if someone will read my blog, but you know sometimes people just need to talk or in my case write…

I’m just a normal person like everyone else. With the same stupid everyday problems …

I just lost my way….

I think this yeas is the most horrible one in my 22 soon 23 years of life … Everything I start, everything I do goes wrong … I feel like I will reach my limit soon. I don’t have much power left to fight.

Do you know that feeling ? It sucks.

This year I have no luck in my uni … I was going to finish my bachelor’s degree … but no meter how hard I try I don’t have luck with my projects and exams…

I ended a 5 years long relationship … and feel really lonely!

I have some health problems too… feels like my body is going against me :( … I don’t want to drink stupid pills anymore … but I have no chose.

I can not find work too… so I don’t have money … still depend on my parents and that makes me really sad and I feel guilty …

So there are a lot of stuff in my mind.

And still I don’t talk about that with my friends cuz i don’t want to bother them with my problems…

Sometimes I feel like in me are 2 people – one is very happy and positive and the other sad and lonely … I guess now is the lonely one writing xD

If you are having a hard time to… lets fight together ^^

Aja-Aja!

Kris~

2 comments:

  1. Kris, the only person I know in you is the positive one and I really beleive everything is gonna be OK with u and that there always exist a balance. I.e. the next year will be the happies year in your life. Looking forward to ur birthday :)

    Gall

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  2. life's a bitch then you die, so while your here fight and keep the positive you in control, I wish you well :)

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