New year - a lot to talk ...

1 of all

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I know it is kind of late but better latter then never. Right?
I wish to all of you really nice and great year. Lets have a lot of fun together and make life better... and smile!!!


2. Today I watched "Love actually" ... I know, I know, how can I do it soooo late? But my mistake. Really great movie! It shows most of the faces of LOVE ... you know people, not every love is like in a movie ~ perfect!

Sometimes I wonder is the joy we are getting that good that it makes it ok to suffer so much? I don't know what kind of love did you had in your life, but for me I found that love is more pain then pleasure.
But still if you really love, no meter how hard it is or painful ... in the moments you are with that special person everything bad is gone...
Real mister...

3. For 2 days now I have T-ara - Bo Peep Bo Peep song in my head... I catch myself trying to dance the bo peep dance ... waaaaa this is madness ... But still a nice song ~


4. Really a big shock for me today!
People are going really crazy... or I'm getting to old?
Today a younger friend of mine that recently started to get in to korean pop music did something what really really shocked me -
She made a fake Facebook profile for one of the famous korean boy star and she changed her relationship status to "married to *** **** ***** ". WTF?!?
Call me old fashion if you want I don't care but this is just retarded. First of all maybe if he meets her, he will like her, but at the moment he don't even know she exists. Second - yes he is famous, but I don't think it is legal to do something like that...
And why can not people be normal fans like me? Yes I want to scream his name. Yes he is hell of a sexy. Yes I want him to be mine ... and so on and sometimes I'm getting like a crazy teen... BUT I respect him like an artist and like a person.
Some of my friends say my love is toooo pure, but Loving this star that is giving me happy times with his music - All I want is for him to be happy to. I want him to have nice relationship with a girl he loves ... and to enjoy life like I do - to the fullest ( not like hide from the press and know that if his fans find out he is having a girl to doom his girl to be hate from many people or even get attacked :( )... Where is this world going to???

Do you think this is normal??? I still didn't use all the words that I have in my mind about this... but I will stop till here, cuz i don't want to bore you.
Just I will say for me this is like a scream " Give me a pass for the madhouse!". I love fantasy to, but people have to lean when to stop being in the fantasy and come back to the real world...

Maybe no one will read this but i really needed to share ^^

1 topic for the year got little long but well ... why not ~

Bye. See you next time on the other side of the monitor. TeeHee~

do you some times wonder ...

Do you people wonder why life is going so wrong sometimes ...
I wish something good will happened soon

a nice song for you

song?

maybe life is getting better ?

I don't know ...
today a friend of mine told me he will write a song for me ... to make me feel better and more + :)
we will see what will come ...
if he really make one i will share it with you ^^

one of my favorite songs ^^


let's make life happier ... ok?

Kris~

I have asian addiction

So from now on ... I will share the music I like ... or listen at the moment ...

This days I feel like listening to SeeYa




they give me sad but warm feeling ...
and I really love korean MV ... most of the time is just like watching a short movie ... Don't you think ?

hope you enjoy it ^^

i just need to talk…

Hello everyone!

I have no idea if someone will read my blog, but you know sometimes people just need to talk or in my case write…

I’m just a normal person like everyone else. With the same stupid everyday problems …

I just lost my way….

I think this yeas is the most horrible one in my 22 soon 23 years of life … Everything I start, everything I do goes wrong … I feel like I will reach my limit soon. I don’t have much power left to fight.

Do you know that feeling ? It sucks.

This year I have no luck in my uni … I was going to finish my bachelor’s degree … but no meter how hard I try I don’t have luck with my projects and exams…

I ended a 5 years long relationship … and feel really lonely!

I have some health problems too… feels like my body is going against me … I don’t want to drink stupid pills anymore … but I have no chose.

I can not find work too… so I don’t have money … still depend on my parents and that makes me really sad and I feel guilty …

So there are a lot of stuff in my mind.

And still I don’t talk about that with my friends cuz i don’t want to bother them with my problems…

Sometimes I feel like in me are 2 people – one is very happy and positive and the other sad and lonely … I guess now is the lonely one writing xD

If you are having a hard time to… lets fight together ^^

Aja-Aja!

Kris~